Life and Generosity
So I've been doing a lot of processing about the new increase in money coming in and my healing work and the overlap there.
I had made a list of priorities, months ago now, for what to do with the lump sum portion of the money, and today something clicked for me and I decided to go look over that list and see if what I was thinking was correct.
I had made an entire list of things to do with that money, and not one of them was something for me. Paying off certain debt, getting upgraded technology because it would be practical, the high APR accounts, and gifts for four different people, but not one single thing on it was about doing something nice for myself, when it's literally my money and nobody else's.
I could literally die and leave that money to someone and not even have a thought to use any of it for myself. So, I guess I know what I'll be talking about in therapy this week and working on identifying. Pray for your girl, everyone, I'm a mess.
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